Something random.

Watched pitch perfect recently and I guess I will rate this movie 10/10. And this is one of the movie which inspired all people that love to sing. Thinking back those days I used to sing so often and now I don't really have time to enjoy singing. It seems like I am such a busy person but am not because am just too pro in procrastinating. Lol.

Singing has been one of my hobby since I was young. I never thought I can maintain this hobby until this age. I really love to sing and I love when I can sing one song completely without forgetting the lyrics. Talking about why I will start singing, I guess it's because Stefanie Sun. When I was 8, I started to admire her and I bought her discs, never stop listening until I got familiar with all her songs. Mom bought me a CD player just to play all her discs, I am glad that mom was so supporting but I guess she never realized that I can actually sing, that's the reason why now I am still singing only In Karaoke. Lol. Stefanie Sun actually become my role model and I wanted to be like her in many many ways, I love to collect all articles about her, pictures from the magazines and also newspaper. I got great pleasure in doing all these during my childhood.

Remember when I was in primary 2, I was selected to be class representative for singing competition. That's my first time singing in front of all my friends and teachers. I didn't win and have no confident in my voice and have been remembered by friends because of the song I chose is one of the song we sang for choir. I was once choir member too during primary 2 to 4. Got kicked out by teacher because I didn't practice or didn't sing well. I never sing again in front of ppl until form 4.

During form 4, once we went to redbox and my friends accidentally realized that I can sing quite well and asked me to join Leo idol. They gave me confident and encouraged me to stand on the stage and so I did it in form 5. I went for Audition and I was chosen as Top 10, then I joined final on that day too. And of course this was my first time standing in auditorium facing audiences. You can't see any faces when you were on stage, nervous strikes! What judges said about is they think I can handle English songs better than Chinese's, they claimed that the song I chose is not suitable for me and this really made me stopped singing that particular song for years. Haha. I never have the courage to sing that song again. But I have made it recently singing back this old song. I sing because I like to sing and its my hobby, I don't actually sing to perform or join competition. I just simply love to sing so much and this is the way I release my tension or seek happiness. Thanks god that I have sort of nice voice, I appreciate it. :)

Mahasiswi dari USM

Yes, I am officially a student of University of Science, Malaysia. 

USM rocks! Desasiswa Saujana rocks! We rocks! 

I am from School of Social Science. :)

New beginning, let's start moving ~ 

Play hard and study smart ~

Enjoy your university life to the fullest! 

Path diverged, still we are together.

No changes, always stand by you.

You will always be in my heart. 

I see a clearer view of you, 

Am not going to be like who I used to be.

I deserve a better one instead of you.

其实这个工作环境让我学会了很多很多人情事故，
好像在社会大学里混了一段时间。
人相对的也比较不一样，我所看到，听到，学到，亲身体会到的很多，
学习范围也不是一般的小，
工作概括了事情分析，体力考验，忍耐极限等等。。
当中，我曾经到了不同的部门学习，
学会了看脸色办事，学会承受别人的眼光，旁人的指责更是让我成长了不少。
很多事情，多一事不如少一事，不是不参与话题只是我们了解得不多，更不能下评论。
或许自己的性格不是很讨喜，当中还是会有些许不愉快的事发生。
很多时候，还是过不了自己那关，还是很在意别人的看法，让自己不开心。
很多时候，还是不能控制激动的情绪，还是很孩子气，还是很眼浅。
很多时候，真的很想卸下自己的责任，不管一切的玩，自由放肆的玩。
我想，我得到了什么，相对的我也会失去了一些，人生总不能都一帆风顺。
我想，我是真的放下了我一直不该执著的事物，它剥夺了我快乐的时光。
我想，生命里还有更多我们值得去珍惜的东西，去爱惜的事物。
我活在过去有一段日子了，它不是阻止我往前走的阻碍物，而是我坚强的开始。
以后的我们都不知道会往哪一个方向前进，是否能再遇见也是一个未知数。
不管在远方的你，或是隔一个房间的你，我希望我对你们的祝福你们都收到。

缘分是本书， 反得不经意会错过， 读得太认真会流泪 ~

Nothing but something.

Decided to continue my working contract till beginning of August.
Whether this is the right decision or not i don't really know about it.
Have been facing lots of problems but mostly will be those friendship problem which everyone will think that this is actually not a big matter.
I started to see something very clear, and what i can do is just avoiding myself being one of them.
My very first proper job, i entered my company which is so-called local company and consider as a moderate company.
I will be continue with my contract with HC department. They actually provided us some training in employment act, matters about wages, and also what the don't and do for HC department.
I am glad i have given the opportunity to attend the training with my colleagues.
Sometimes, i think we should give respects to everyone's job description. We can't overlap others' work and department. When others need help we should help them out.
Sometimes in the office, when you are too good-hearted to help someone telling them the right things, people don't just accept what you say or what you do for them. This is why i always get pissed off.
I learned to be steady while facing problems, I was very nervous or scared when i did something wrong before that. But when i saw both of my superiors they just tell me things are easy to solve when we have a calm mind. They teach me what i need to do when i face what kind of problems.
My recent superior actually give me much freedom in completing my tasks, and i actually feel so nice working with my team.
Many thoughts came across my mind and i just feel like writing all these heart feeling, perhaps? LOL.
Working, i learn to communicate with others, and i actually have a good Indian friend, who i can always talk and share working stuff with her.
My superior, Actually many people used to tease me that i like him so much but the truth is i actually appreciate all the knowledge he provided me all the while. Thank you boss. LOL.
My job is actually quite fun from the beginning when we join this company.
Experiences such as promoting, wrapping and delivering hampers, went to car park to be cashier for some audit purpose, went to convenient store to be cashier for audit purpose too, went to floor and in charged at the weighing counter, packing fruits, be a wrapper, and then helping company to teach customers how to use the sunshine card e-kiosk and etc.
I have actually collected many many valuable experience in my company. But of course there are always both good and bad in a company.
The politic in the company is kind of strong, we will feel like those experienced staff will always be the right one while some good ideas proposed by younger generation will be neglected by the management.
But i feel that i am proud to be part of my company as sometimes i can actually feel warmth given by some HOD, they really treat us very good and i want to thank them for being so caring.
After writing all those feelings, i see happy moments are actually more than the sad one.
Sad to say that, June and Jialing resigned and our Special team will be only 7 of us. Thanks for giving me caring and support when I was not strong, and knowing how i feel when got denied.
I wish both of You have a better future after leaving company, all the best in studies and new working environment.

Sometimes things are not meant to be the way it is.

Don't hold on tightly, you will lose everything eventually.

Having positive attitude is the key to success.

Thank you for all the lesson you given.

I finally learn how to let go and be strong. 

I wish you happy and blissful always. 

Am back. bringing back lots of thoughts and feeling back again.
I heard too much of gossip and sometimes i am really helpless when i got to listen to those gossips.
commenting about people's personalities and so on. What the *
just met up with buddy Yiling last Saturday, undeniable she is really my sister. We have way too much things in common.
Discussed about university courses, then also talked for few hours. i guess around 6 hours we rot in Starbucks.
You know, sometimes we just cant judge people because you yourself will also do the same thing as they did.
And sometimes, you just rather stay quiet and act like you know nothing.
Some, they cant accept they way you are, and yes not everyone's personality is favorable. But as long as we think in positive way, everything will be so simple.
Only our mind know what we actually want, it controls everything about us.
Its been so long i never look for meaningful articles and read some about inspirational books.
Its time to move forward and to be a better one.
Changes always need time to prove it. Am trying, not to let everyone i become better, but for my own satisfaction.
Goodluck peeps.
Later guys, off to bed. <3

Be true, be wise, be positive.

That's what life's about.

Working has been part of my life recently.
Faced lots of problem and finally know how much we need to see one's face expression.
Some are just indescribable.
I see many things, I feel many things. I learn many things.
Thanks for being like this and let me see the real faces of community.



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Heart died!

Confusing.

Started work and got lots of feeling.
I should have start get used to things or work.