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back again.. back again..
now chatting with mom, sharing everything with her..
and sad case was my hp is not functioning well..
i was like.. ahh, i got to wait for another phone to come then only i can text ppl.. ;O
and also today was our orientation for lower sixers.
and i have no comment.. and no idea and speechless..
not well-organized, and also.. totally messed up everything.
and fine, we got home early and we just ignored.
and also.. recently i am trying to escape from where i used to be..
i am just simply too pro in planning escape and also what related to escape...
and i guess, i am always afraid of things tat i couldn't make decision and also what i cant face.
ppl who dont know me, feel tat i am irresponsible or wad.
but this is how i used to be. i will face it one day when i have the courage to do so..
but not by forcing me to do, i need time..
and also, i am not interested in snatching things that i dont belong to me..
i somehow feel that, i am not good in snatching but better in entertaining ppl.
recently i am tired of everything and anything..
just want a lil of my own space to let me shout or either sing..
ahhhhhh... KILL ME PLS!