Some random day

As usual as everyday but I feel like writing blog to express my happiness.

Grandma bought me toast bread and made 2 half boiled eggs for me as brunch, though its just a very simple breakfast but this is the first time she made some sort of western breakfast for me. 

It's been some time for every day's morning class and I have to eat my breakfast outside but not some home made one. 

And waking up today, having muscle ache and this is kind of achievement after continuously 2 hours of badminton. I don't know why I felt nice playing badminton yesterday. Competition among friends which we had double and mix double combination. Some win some lose, but we did sweat a lot and not much rest time for us. This is the game, giving-in-all-the-best game.

Well, I know happiness came from every small lil things, it's not about the big thing we did we felt happy or satisfied. I am wrong, all wrong. I never knew, simple things could made me feel so happy. 

And So I met up with my petite amie, her roommate and another talented petite amie in French speaking, we had lunch at coffee shop, and sharing school life and I know I have actually miss them so much that I wish to meet them every week like how I did in last semester. If there was a chance given, I would like to complete all my French courses with my two petite amies. Lets rock the French class and make madamme impressed. 

Time flies and what I am going to say is, next week will be the last week of this semester. I wish everyone all the best and good luck in final exam. Bonne chance, mes amies. 

Till next time, later guys

Au revoir et A la semaine prochaine. :) 

Random thought

Sometimes I came across this situation.
And I have no idea what to do.



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Today I feel like talking to the moon.

Love?

 Reading familiar blog of my friends and many had got into a relationship. As a friend of them, of course I feel so happy seeing them having a very sweet and lovely relationship, and also some solved their problems and being so sweet now. Felt so nice seeing lovely couples around me. And this is the time I started to doubt on myself, when will I have a relationship, just left this unknown because I guess I haven’t ready for it.

But who knows my Mr. Right is just right beside me? I do prefer to be single all the time and I don’t see myself as one of the people who wanted a relationship so badly but just follow the flow. I don’t really know what kind of boyfriend am looking for, I hope he knows how to play guitar or other instruments which he can compose a song and sing to me or maybe we can make a perfect duet, a Caucasian boyfriend with blue or green eyes, blonde hair with tanned skin.. Etc. These are all sort of dream or ideal one I wished to have, but I know whenever I have feeling toward somebody and all these don’t matter any more  I know I am not too young to talk about being involved in a relationship, I should start seeing someone or just date people that I like just like how they did in movies, but I just haven’t ready.

I just don’t like to commit myself to something and be responsible for something or someone, I know part of growing up is to learn how to give commitments or take responsibilities; it takes so much courage for me to get committed to stuff. Simply being single and carefree makes my life simpler and more relax. Some experiences did give me some negative impacts which probably changed my life now. Paranoid isn't a good thing though, it’s kind of hard to get over. There were hard times I need to face with tears and fear, but am doing well now. Relationship is just not my thing, for now I supposed but I feel happy for people around me who enjoy their sweet lil moment with their couples. By looking at them, I simply feel so warm there are loves in the air.

Single doesn't mean you are not in love;

It’s simply because you are waiting for the right one to come into your life,

To fill your emptiness with his/her love and live happily ever after.

Just as simple as that.

And now,

Almost over!

Lol. Almost because I had my French final exam need to prepare.
Am going to write an essay about it.
Very happy that finally first semester is coming to the end.
What I gained so much in USM is friendship.
I know this is very old fashion but still I gotta thank all of the people that came in to my life and brighten up everyday of mine in school.
Good luck to those who are still having exam! All the best~

Later guys. xoxo

Something random.

Watched pitch perfect recently and I guess I will rate this movie 10/10. And this is one of the movie which inspired all people that love to sing. Thinking back those days I used to sing so often and now I don't really have time to enjoy singing. It seems like I am such a busy person but am not because am just too pro in procrastinating. Lol.

Singing has been one of my hobby since I was young. I never thought I can maintain this hobby until this age. I really love to sing and I love when I can sing one song completely without forgetting the lyrics. Talking about why I will start singing, I guess it's because Stefanie Sun. When I was 8, I started to admire her and I bought her discs, never stop listening until I got familiar with all her songs. Mom bought me a CD player just to play all her discs, I am glad that mom was so supporting but I guess she never realized that I can actually sing, that's the reason why now I am still singing only In Karaoke. Lol. Stefanie Sun actually become my role model and I wanted to be like her in many many ways, I love to collect all articles about her, pictures from the magazines and also newspaper. I got great pleasure in doing all these during my childhood.

Remember when I was in primary 2, I was selected to be class representative for singing competition. That's my first time singing in front of all my friends and teachers. I didn't win and have no confident in my voice and have been remembered by friends because of the song I chose is one of the song we sang for choir. I was once choir member too during primary 2 to 4. Got kicked out by teacher because I didn't practice or didn't sing well. I never sing again in front of ppl until form 4.

During form 4, once we went to redbox and my friends accidentally realized that I can sing quite well and asked me to join Leo idol. They gave me confident and encouraged me to stand on the stage and so I did it in form 5. I went for Audition and I was chosen as Top 10, then I joined final on that day too. And of course this was my first time standing in auditorium facing audiences. You can't see any faces when you were on stage, nervous strikes! What judges said about is they think I can handle English songs better than Chinese's, they claimed that the song I chose is not suitable for me and this really made me stopped singing that particular song for years. Haha. I never have the courage to sing that song again. But I have made it recently singing back this old song. I sing because I like to sing and its my hobby, I don't actually sing to perform or join competition. I just simply love to sing so much and this is the way I release my tension or seek happiness. Thanks god that I have sort of nice voice, I appreciate it. :)

Mahasiswi dari USM

Yes, I am officially a student of University of Science, Malaysia. 

USM rocks! Desasiswa Saujana rocks! We rocks! 

I am from School of Social Science. :)

New beginning, let's start moving ~ 

Play hard and study smart ~

Enjoy your university life to the fullest! 

Path diverged, still we are together.

No changes, always stand by you.

You will always be in my heart. 

I see a clearer view of you, 

Am not going to be like who I used to be.

I deserve a better one instead of you.