Remember that day, you bought me a cup of tea before the singing competition?
I know things will never be the same.
I know memories will eventually fade away.
But thanks, you came into my life as a passer-by.
I just missed you.
We will move on, I promise to be happy and be good.
You too my dear friend.

Till next time.

Odelia

2 months away from here. Wanted to write a lot of things but I just couldn't know what to start first. And today I wrote this because there is just 3 days left for me to enjoy my long semester break. What I have done so far? None. 

Okay some good news, Yanzi is coming back after 2 years of holiday. Back to stage and start singing. Well, the tour of concert is gonna be a new one. Hopefully never again left out Malaysia. It would be great to her so close. Sing along all the songs which I always do when playing her songs at home or in car. I wanna listen to something live, not the tracks keep playing on and on. 

When was the last time I first tried something new? I have been like so unproductive and so useless now. Tell me the way am heading to, and make my mind clear. I pray to you god. :) 

Slim or not

I doubt, 

if I was slim will I be a pretty girl?

LOL 

No matter how I should be in a fit condition. 

Later guys. Xoxo 

First week of exam

It's just first week of the exam and 3 down and 4 to go. Till next week I will have my another 2 papers. Lol. 

Right after my second paper, I went out with some dogs and hamster and yeah No doubt, my friends all look like animal. Well, was some little getaway from the reality while am with them. Ate dinner and desserts with them and chit chat all the way home. All the best everyone who  having their final exams! 

                     The all of us. :) 

Till next time, later guys

Some random day

As usual as everyday but I feel like writing blog to express my happiness.

Grandma bought me toast bread and made 2 half boiled eggs for me as brunch, though its just a very simple breakfast but this is the first time she made some sort of western breakfast for me. 

It's been some time for every day's morning class and I have to eat my breakfast outside but not some home made one. 

And waking up today, having muscle ache and this is kind of achievement after continuously 2 hours of badminton. I don't know why I felt nice playing badminton yesterday. Competition among friends which we had double and mix double combination. Some win some lose, but we did sweat a lot and not much rest time for us. This is the game, giving-in-all-the-best game.

Well, I know happiness came from every small lil things, it's not about the big thing we did we felt happy or satisfied. I am wrong, all wrong. I never knew, simple things could made me feel so happy. 

And So I met up with my petite amie, her roommate and another talented petite amie in French speaking, we had lunch at coffee shop, and sharing school life and I know I have actually miss them so much that I wish to meet them every week like how I did in last semester. If there was a chance given, I would like to complete all my French courses with my two petite amies. Lets rock the French class and make madamme impressed. 

Time flies and what I am going to say is, next week will be the last week of this semester. I wish everyone all the best and good luck in final exam. Bonne chance, mes amies. 

Till next time, later guys

Au revoir et A la semaine prochaine. :) 

Random thought

Sometimes I came across this situation.
And I have no idea what to do.



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Today I feel like talking to the moon.

Love?

 Reading familiar blog of my friends and many had got into a relationship. As a friend of them, of course I feel so happy seeing them having a very sweet and lovely relationship, and also some solved their problems and being so sweet now. Felt so nice seeing lovely couples around me. And this is the time I started to doubt on myself, when will I have a relationship, just left this unknown because I guess I haven’t ready for it.

But who knows my Mr. Right is just right beside me? I do prefer to be single all the time and I don’t see myself as one of the people who wanted a relationship so badly but just follow the flow. I don’t really know what kind of boyfriend am looking for, I hope he knows how to play guitar or other instruments which he can compose a song and sing to me or maybe we can make a perfect duet, a Caucasian boyfriend with blue or green eyes, blonde hair with tanned skin.. Etc. These are all sort of dream or ideal one I wished to have, but I know whenever I have feeling toward somebody and all these don’t matter any more  I know I am not too young to talk about being involved in a relationship, I should start seeing someone or just date people that I like just like how they did in movies, but I just haven’t ready.

I just don’t like to commit myself to something and be responsible for something or someone, I know part of growing up is to learn how to give commitments or take responsibilities; it takes so much courage for me to get committed to stuff. Simply being single and carefree makes my life simpler and more relax. Some experiences did give me some negative impacts which probably changed my life now. Paranoid isn't a good thing though, it’s kind of hard to get over. There were hard times I need to face with tears and fear, but am doing well now. Relationship is just not my thing, for now I supposed but I feel happy for people around me who enjoy their sweet lil moment with their couples. By looking at them, I simply feel so warm there are loves in the air.

Single doesn't mean you are not in love;

It’s simply because you are waiting for the right one to come into your life,

To fill your emptiness with his/her love and live happily ever after.

Just as simple as that.

And now,

Almost over!

Lol. Almost because I had my French final exam need to prepare.
Am going to write an essay about it.
Very happy that finally first semester is coming to the end.
What I gained so much in USM is friendship.
I know this is very old fashion but still I gotta thank all of the people that came in to my life and brighten up everyday of mine in school.
Good luck to those who are still having exam! All the best~

Later guys. xoxo