=D Ode's?

Confusing.

2012-01-30T23:23:00.001+08:00

Started work and got lots of feeling.
I should have start get used to things or work.

FINISHED!

2011-12-13T20:16:00.000+08:00

LOL, finally am back to my blog.
I guess its been almost half years i was away, but its okay. I CAME BACK.
Well, firstly gotta tell everyone STPM ENDED just few hours ago.
It is really a big relief for sixth former.
And yes the problem now is WHAT TO DO after exam?
Part time job, Full time job or travel to places?
I dont really have any planning yet. dilemma.

Last but not least.
HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE! <3

Coming home

2011-12-12T11:01:00.000+08:00

As the title said, am coming back to here, once again.
Well, 1 more day to go. The STPM is finishing. Lol
Later guys, xoxo.

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LOVELY ADVICE

2011-06-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

Health:

Drink plenty of water.
Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
Play more games.
Read more books than you did in 2010.
Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
Sleep for 7 hours.
Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:

Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
Don’t over do. Keep your limits.
Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.
Dream more while you are awake.
Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.
Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.
No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
Smile and laugh more.
You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:

Call your family often.
Each day give something good to others.
Forgive everyone for everything.
Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
Try to make at least three people smile each day.
What other people think of you is none of your business.
Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

Do the right thing!
Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
However good or bad a situation is, it will change.34. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
The best is yet to come.
Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

Taken from tumblr. =)

2011-05-30T22:12:00.001+08:00

I’ve always known who I am. I might not work perfectly, or be like them, but that’s okay. I know I work in my own way..

yes, i certainly know who i am, what is my personalities, it is what i choose to be.

Sometimes, when i am lost, i hope friends can find me back and put me back on the right track.

When you’re different…when you’re special…sometimes you have to get used to being alone.

but i always believe, there are still some, staying side by side and i wont feel that lonely.

Do what you feel in your heart to be right – for you’ll be criticized anyway..

This is so true. =0

i never know i wrote this and this actually saved as draft. LOL.
anyway, i will post it just to share with everyone.

i always have quotes about motivation or inspiration.

sometimes, i just need them to push me, further to my dream. =)

2011-05-20T23:26:00.000+08:00

Uh, just to avoid ourselves from thinking too much. :)
Just to make our mind peace.

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REANDOM!

2011-05-20T14:23:00.000+08:00

yes! everything is coming to the end.

Sorry for those who just started the exam. Goodluck and we will be enjoying our holiday soon. =)

this holiday, got lots of places to go, lots of things to do.

yes, seem like it will be a busy holiday. xD

kinda relax now, reading yanzi's weibo, Xiao S's as well.

Mc flurry, really old time fave.

thought of many things recently, leaving coming going.. hmm..

(taken from Tumblr)

life's going on, we dont know what happen next.

we got to be independent, only you will be able to face the world alone.

Lol

2011-05-13T23:38:00.000+08:00

Lolol. This is indeed a very true statement. But, when comes to strangers, ppl said I acted like so egoism. The truth is, this is just so non real.
Guess, today I will be talking about anything that pop up randomly.
Few days ago, I was not really in a good mood, and of cause I just keep it to myself. I have lots of great friend around me.
Feel like mixing quite well in my class. I will learn to care more about my classmate, as they are also important to me.
Sometimes, it will be very tiring socializing with people, but in every person you can see the ways to social with diff types of people.
They can help to train our communicating skills that we will be going to use it very often in the future community.
It takes courage to make new friends, more courage to keep your friends. Some said, you don't need to care much, true friends stay while others will just leave you afterall.
I appreciate every single friend that came into my life, no matter now you walk out or still staying or just came in. You are always my friends.
Thank you, my friends.

Instead of 4 years, I have almost 7 years of it. Without that, I might be so empty.
Hearts. Xoxo

With love,
Dean, ODJ, Odelia, Dean Jiun, DJ.
Without all of you, I will be ad ordinary as a man walking on the street.

Later guys.

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2011-05-12T14:05:00.000+08:00

I wish, there is no me.

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2011-05-01T02:02:00.000+08:00

Sleepless night. Thoughts cane across.
Thinking so much about the failure I've encountered.
I did many mistakes I guess.
Finally i've been through failure.
I fell so hard, I can't take somehow.
Confidence dropped to a minimum level.
Face the reality, I am not strong enough. Express my feeling, I am not good enough.
Just simply words from all
Of you make me feel better.

Later guys. Off to bed.

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...

2011-04-30T15:52:00.000+08:00

I need time to recover from the pain.

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Expectation & disappointment

2011-04-28T15:36:00.000+08:00

Got this randomly from tumblr.
I truly believe in this.
That is what we should practice in order to get rid of disappointment.
Sometimes, the more you expect from someone, you eventually feel so disappointed if they didn't do what you expected from them.
But in the same way, you will expect from them, just because you care about them.
For example, we don't expect anything from strangers but only from your FnF.
I've been through this, few times but this is not feeling nice.
We expect nothing and learn to give.
We'll live a peaceful life. :D
Well said. Believe in this, we are half successful. :)

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T.T

2011-04-16T21:22:00.001+08:00

i am here once again.
feel like writing so much. diff things, diff ppl encountered.
yes, i had just taken my MUET exam today.
i guess, retake is a must for me. xD
just read an article in facebook.
kinda sad after reading that article, tears rolling down.
and yes, new people we've met, everyone walking on their own pathway.
we no longer share our happiness and sadness like how we did last time.
and everyone actually miss those old days, it is kinda impossible to find the feeling back.
its true, no more facing exam together.
its true, we have not much time being together talking all around like nobody's bussiness.
after reading, i cried. everything is so true.
i am really glad that we had memories together.
T.T

我们不能时时在身边

好像电话短信也没有了

我们不能第一时间

分享彼此的快乐与不快乐

好像变的冷漠沉默了

我们不能再一起去吃饭

一起说说笑笑

好像走出彼此的世界了

我们不能一起考试

一起努力

一起奋斗

好像现在已经完全脱离过去了

我们不再有小矛盾

也不再笑的那么肆无忌惮

好像身边少了一些什么

但也不那么重要了

我们不能一起犯错一起哭

好像那只属于过去的不成熟

我们不能讨论谁今天好帅，

制造那故意的偶遇了

好像青葱岁月只留下斑驳的记忆

我们都有了新的生活新的环境

新的朋友我们都在面对新的事

新的人陪在我们身边

分享着我们的喜怒哀乐

有时候也会想起想起曾经的我们

有时候一个小物品

就会勾起一大串一大串的回忆

关于你关于我们

甚至连那一句话都记得清楚

当时的笑当时的闹时间改变了什么

其实什么都没有

时间让我们从过去到现在冲淡的是回忆

带不走的也是回忆

亲爱的你们

感激遇到你

陪我走过那一段长长的路那时的我

幼稚不成熟

那时的我

遇到一个又一个坎

是你们陪我成长

没有丢下我

如今大家都在不同的地方

不同的环境

渐渐地渐渐地

不再联系

但状态的每一次更新，

相册的每一次更改

都牵动着彼此的心

因为这样，

我就知道远方的你们

好或不好

快乐或不快乐

原谅不能时刻陪伴

原谅那份感情不再浓烈

原谅或许偶尔想起会感觉孤单

如果有一天我们再遇见

朋友们

好哥们

好姐们

同桌的你

那当初的一切不会变

那当初陪我牵手走过的路不会忘记！

那种感情，不再浓烈，却一直存在的

anyone knows this feeling more than i do?

there is slowly a gap between us, what can i do to make this gap disappear?

memories remain, time flies, friendship never ends.

Both

2011-04-11T23:36:00.000+08:00

Today. Doesn't rain. But it feels like raining.
Do you know, that is so speechless you met the wrong people in your life.
They are actually very close to you, but they don't seem to understand you.
Men are all one kind. My man made me suffer from time to time.
He doesn't know what usually a girl thinks.
Making empty promise is his daily routine.
Complaining about my requirement is his best past time.
And So dislike you will be one of my fave too.
I know both of you didnt play your role as what you should do.
Instead of take care of me, educate me, you leave me alone and being irresponsible in this situation.

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..

2011-04-10T13:26:00.000+08:00

I feel like running away.

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Betterment.

2011-03-20T14:01:00.000+08:00

This was how I felt yesterday.
I myself feel that still not good enough.
I am not sad because of losing the competition, but the commitment that I can't achieve.
It is no big deal actually.
I knew that so well, just thoughts went uncontrollably in my mind.
Win or lose doesn't matter, i've actually been through all these.
I know what went wrong, I will learn from my mistakes.
I can't be that fragile anymore.
I just can't be too sensitive in everything.
There's still a long long way to go.
It is all about self confidence.
If you think you can, you can.
Yes, I can! :) cheers

Later guys.

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Question?

2011-03-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wonder.
Who am I to others?

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0.0

2011-03-11T17:19:00.000+08:00

feelings beyond words.

i actually wondering how much more i can bear my sadness all by myself.

sometimes, it is true. when you need someone by yourside, you just can find nobody.

kind of pathetic. =l

can someone actually see through my smile, and can actually tell me i am not happy?

can i be a lil bit tougher than who i am actually?

i cant speak, but tears rolling down from my cutie red cheeks.

they are kinda stubborn when i forced them not to roll now.

i regretted so many things. or maybe i am just testing how worse i can be?

sometimes, there are always something behind.

sometimes, nobody can tells.

sometimes, you just need to figure it out by yourself.

sometimes, it is kinda tiring guessing around.

with this i learnt a lesson, you might fall once you did something wrong.

this is your own bussiness whether you fail it or succeed in your life.

no one's gonna take responsiblity toward your future.

you gotta work really hard to achieve what you've targetted.

not only dare to dream, not only saying, plan and make it works.

Angel said to DJ,

how much time you had wasted in your past?

how deep you had fell?

how many mistakes you had done?

where is your passion towards your study?

where is your motivation?

while Demon said to DJ,

Still got next exam what, do it better next time.

just a lil test, why so worry about it?

still got time to study, no need to worry.

watch tv or online first, study later.

to prove my determination, if i cant get good result next time.

i will laugh at myself, and punish myself, no good food to eat.

i am growing, time to time.

somehow, i feel so helpless in this pathway.

i know at times i need to do decision, at times, i need to hold on to my own principle.

growing up isn't as fun as i thought.

i am making life easier, happier, carefree-er.

to maths to everything.

i am just lack of determination, patience.

here to say, maths i can own you one day. WATCH OUT.

YEAH

2011-03-10T19:52:00.000+08:00

wide smile. and yes!
exam over, and guess so. imaginary friend keeps telling me what i need to do.
but the real exam, the final exam, the toughest exam is waiting for me.
everyone started to be very very hardworking excluded me?
what am i actually procrastinating? ><
lets see this exam what kind of result i will get. =O
i know what's wrong with me, i know what i should do.
just just i am lack of something. MOTIVATION and also INSPIRATION.
i gotta stick lots of motivating quotes all around my bedroom.
and start finding people who can actually inspire me.. =)
i know i know, it is time to wake up dear angel. lol

：)

2011-02-28T01:25:00.000+08:00

有人曾告诉我，对他而言彩虹是幸福。
我给得了幸福吗？
很多时候，以为放下了，
但是只是没提起，不等于放下。
一直以来，我都不懂。
但现在好象懂了些些。
彩虹，它会是幸福的代表。
快乐，就由阳光来取代吧。

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DEANAD

2011-02-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

sharing some happy moments with all of you.
for your information. i met up with my best ever malay friend.
long long story between us.
very very very nice to meet a friend after one year later.
whoa, that feeling was like so so so indescribable.
met her sis, sister fatin. XD she is kinda friendly.
besides that, finally me and my dad has a happy ending. =)
no more running away from him.
thoughts came across but i used to forget after sometimes.
and so thats the reason why blog is so dead. XD

sometimes, you tend to forget people around you.

but i believe somehow, they are always there for us.

i am still putting efforts in this realistic world.

i can find an equilibrium level someday.

2011-02-09T23:45:00.000+08:00

At times, I am acting immaturely.
I don't really hold back my feeling.
I have you to teach me think differently.
I have you who always cheer me up.
I have you to share my sadness and happiness.
I have you to nag on me.
I have you who makes me feel so warm.
I have you to get rid of my bad habits.
I have you to share gossips with.
I have you to strengthen bonds between us.
I have you discuss about fashion and skincare.
I have you who comforts me when I am down.
I have you to share my tears with.
I have you to be my supporter.
I have too much you in my heart.
Thank you. All the you in my heart, I love you eternally.

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2010 summary

2011-02-02T22:56:00.000+08:00

no doubt. time flies like nobody's bussiness.

as you know, now we are in 2011 for about 1 month already.

looking back, it is time to look back to year 2010.

i guess, that was really a memorable yet challenging year for me.

i struggled through so many things such as refuse to go to national service.

this was the first thing made me cried for so long.. XD

my company, Charlie.

Bestie in Kem Tasoh.

and i met her, best upon best. =)

and afterthat i came back from the camp, learnt so much.

physically and mentally trained, social communicating skills improved, add on with leadership.

and this actually helps me in my form 6 life, and also knowledge of Kenegaraan helps in PA.

so u can see, how benificial is the program of national service.

the SATU MALAYSIA concept, great! =)

next, will be our friend trip to Singapore.

nothing much to describe, but BEST!

sleep together, having pillow talks, bought stuff together, chased after topshop's models.

everyday supper until so full. every night cheesecake, 6-star hotel accomodation.

Penang Airport.

Singapore Changi Airport.

Leaving SG, waiting for the Flight.

The Six's passport.

Sentosa Silosso Beach, on the Tram.

One of the model.

Leaving Eunos, Cried and thanks to Aunty Mon.

Part time 'Beggar' LOL

Another Group pic.

Things bought in SG.

next on, orientation week of form 6.

informations about form 6, streams need to be chosen, sending off JPN letters.

and got into science stream for the first 2 weeks.

afterthat transferred to arts later on, lots of activities coming up after that.

been so busy and i actually lose weight. XD

Cross country, training camp, service day, campfire. etc.

Class party at L6SN1.

with the pasta-maker. XD

merentas desa at Youth Park.

skills teaching before training camp.

Advisor and also PL

Logos.

Temporary's house. XD

Tough die.

Campfire burning.

Service day

Was preparing.

Goods sent to Old Folks Home.

My classmates.

and so, we had 2 tests during our lower 6.

and many outings together, and maybe obstacles faced and solved.

handled clubs and sports. very nice studying form 6. XD

end of 2010, i went to Taiwan and also Hong Kong with family.

had great time with family, knew lots of things. hahahaha

to be continue.

later guys.

Silently kills the past.

2011-01-31T23:28:00.001+08:00

I am sad for nothing but something in my heart.
I get frustrated for something, but I can't say anything.
I keep everything back just to make peace.
Why and why? Once, and twice?
I had too much expectations, and now I am having too much disappointment.
I learned a lesson.
Deep in my heart. I know the value of friendship.
Sometimes it hurts so much.
Sometimes it brings joy so much.
My fault to be too emotionally mad about it.
My fault to see this so importantly.
My fault to grow up as time goes by.
My fault to see things changed but I can't help to make things better.
I am a fool, in this. I shouldnt care too much.
I am tired, speechless, will everything still be the same?
Will we stay together like how we used to be?

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2011-01-15T21:07:00.000+08:00

无法改变的事实，我无能为力。
只盼，未来能让我忘掉一切。
我原本可以很幸福，但我敌不过残酷的现实。
没了你们，我还是长大了。
谢谢你们在我生命里，消失了大半日子。
我依旧在婆婆的温暖细心照顾下，19岁了。
谢谢你们，让我一个人面对那么多事情。

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JANE LEE!

2011-01-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

Have a blessed birthday.
To you, :)

友谊万岁！

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2011-01-11T01:02:00.000+08:00

我又深深的体会了人生。
是那么的无常，深不可测。
人的相处之道，我又学会了吗？
不要顾虑那么多，该来的总得来。
面对着种种即将来临的考验，
是该定下心，勇敢的承担。
我说到，又做到了吗？

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去年，现在

2011-01-06T22:03:00.000+08:00

突然想起了去年的现在，真的好像错过了现在的很多很多。

去年的现在，我自个儿在当兵。

真的，想去现在做的事，往往会回想起为什么去年的我没有做。

当兵，真是一件还蛮有趣的事。

当中，真的学到了很多东西，多多少少也是塑造了现在的我。

三个月里，认识了不同州的朋友们。

当然认识了花生，最好的马来朋友。

学习自律，自立，独立还有适应环境的能力。

无可否认，的确我哭了第一个星期。

觉得真的很难过，每晚偷偷哭泣。

但是，当认识了朋友生活就不一样了。

常常混在一起，吃饭，冲凉，洗衣，还有几乎每个月都有家长日吧。

大家都会分享家人们带来的食物。

真的真的生活在那里，时间是走得很快。

几乎每一天，我们都需要上课，上的都关于团结，提升自己之类的课。

在那里，我学会了沟通，生活点滴，洗衣的技巧，礼让的精神。

还有还有，体验了前所未有的经验。

我们大伙儿走进了湖里围圆圈放松自己。

划了独舟，还有一队人划了轮胎船，还有玩户外的障碍游戏。

回到现在的我，面对学业，课外活动。

试着面对一切。

真的，太快了。我又长大了一岁。

来冲冲，去冲冲。

到底得到的又是些什么?

人生不留白，我想把我的生活彩上很多的颜色，去体验更多的新鲜趣事。

我应该知道我是喜欢些什么的。

2011-01-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

第一天，是时候梦醒了。
告别了，以往的生活方式。
早点睡吧，现实的世界。
让那梦幻仙境出现，安抚那庸庸碌碌的人类。
睡是一种自我逃避的方式，怪不得我的爱好是睡觉。xD

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Nothing but something.

2010-12-23T03:13:00.000+08:00

Not feeling happy though I will be going to hong kong soon.
And recently I don't think that I am actually happy all the while. Or maybe I guess just don't know what am not happy with.
End of the story.
People come in and out from our life.
Learning to analyse which and what is good for myself.
Learning to see people. Way far behind and I gotta catch up.
Suddenly I realized I actually miss my friends in school which I usually will forget the presence of them.
Friends, I miss you, new or old schoolmates, bffs, neighbours in class.
I guess I am into the past now. Will be back to now later.
Memories are always so sweet, young, wild, daring and full of joy.
Lastly, I am gaining weight!
Stop me from eating junks. :O

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纳闷

2010-12-09T00:58:00.001+08:00

我想今晚是忧伤的吧，
莫名的伤感解释不了，
更给不了明确的答案。
此刻的心情只想孤立，
我愿成为那默默蓝颜，
希望不会感觉得失感，
保持彼此之间的感觉。
真的不是那所谓的他，
而是一个永不解的迷，
很漂浮的感觉真困扰。

一个人也不错

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说

2010-12-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

我想你了。
你们是否也一样的想着我？
回忆，记忆
仰望天空，画面一幅幅的出现
我是真的很难强忍泪水
我们经历了开心，伤心，误解
我还记忆犹新
我希望，我们还有以后。

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天蝎座

2010-12-08T00:15:00.001+08:00

天蝎座(Scorpio)

天蝎，生于秋深。性喜静，意清幽。爱之切，怨亦深。本质轻名利，但拥有成名得利的天赋。　　
偏重灵与肉的完美结合。直觉力之准之锐，行动力之潇洒之特,常令徒有虚表之人忌愤不已。天蝎，一个别具一格的星座。格调分明有别常人，心胸高妙不露于表。常容人难容之事，亦笑人可笑之处。 对于朋友，重质不重量，高度要求知心。宁可孤独，也不违心。对于爱情，宁缺毋滥。宁可抱憾终生，也不苟且凑合。风流不羁的言行下，执着追求一种宗教意识的爱情信仰。内心具有高度责任性，忠诚性，自律性以及矛盾性。浪漫儒雅，风趣超脱。拥有奇异诱人的容貌气质。根本上，提倡由爱生性的性爱模式，鄙视纯粹的兽性性行为，但，自己却又常在意志薄弱时，自虐般地沉溺其间。 天蝎大多恩怨分明，黑白绝不混肴。犹如包公，宁可得罪众官，也要奖惩公道。多思少言的特质，齐全透彻的智慧，使一切真相假面恐慌不已。因此，本质静默孤僻的天蝎们极易招惹他人的非难和灌上莫须有的罪名。而其强硬又柔弱的本质，常使其背负黑锅也不辩护，不低头。典型的'独当千古错，冷漠自逍遥'的天蝎风格。只有在忍无可忍时，天蝎才会真正采取报复行为。可也因其很多时候过于忍辱负重，好比老实人发火，报复也就更显突兀强劲，反令圆滑的小人真正的祸首们恼羞成怒，借机大肆渲染。由于天蝎有隐忍为善的一面，更有别致的独特气质，从而也导致了天蝎倍受他人嫉妒却常被反咬一口的现象出现。也因为典型的天蝎,并不擅长疏通改善人际关系，更不善于有效地表达澄清自己，从而成为了十二星座里最具争议的一个星座。天蝎们拥有天赋般灵性的思维，结合现实的洞察，产生了异于常人的思索角度。爱情观，友情观，人生观，皆如此。由于意识超常，天蝎们总是：苦于红尘无知音，不如隐形爱孤独。天蝎的确就是这样极端：不是最另类的现代人，就是最另类的原始人。人们研究天蝎的误区在于没有能力到达天蝎的心理根本。其实，天蝎们一生都在寻求知心的朋友，同时他们也容忍对手的存在，但，并非制造敌人。要知道，天蝎本性不好战，但具备战斗的智慧和能量。请注意：这是关键。所以你可以成为天蝎的对手和朋友，但，不要把天蝎当敌人。因为，天蝎从不主动侵犯他人的利益。你也不要做些低层次的敌对事情，那只能显得你自己无聊挫败。比如：如果你煽动众人，想用流言蜚谣打击算计，甚至孤立天蝎，那么不久你就会发现天蝎依旧活得很洒脱，很独特。因为，他们本来没有把你当敌人，某种意义上，是你自己'自作多情'，以小人之心度君子之腹了。而这种俗不可耐的敌对伎俩，对于天蝎们来说，无疑是一堆可笑差劲的破招。天蝎生性渴望理解,却不奢求理解，安于孤独，更能乐于孤独。天蝎的优势在于，对于别有用心的人，能够一眼看穿，并完全做到视若无睹。也许，当你自鸣得意时，天蝎想的正是不和这头牲口一般见识！看，天蝎就是这样的心态，清高地忍让，忧郁地承受，却，酷得干脆利落，宛如一位高超的剑手，不是不过招，只是你非对手。为什么你非对手，因为你已经把自己立意为敌人。对于敌人，不用过招。兴趣无时不屑一顾。兴趣来时，一剑定胜负。这种彻骨的冷静和孤高，也正是天蝎人虽不招惹别人，却还是招致阴险有毒的恶名的根本。而，也只有天蝎自己知道，真正恶毒的其实是你！但是，一切也都没有用，要知道，能够忍受孤独的人，也就是最无所畏惧的人了。这也就是天蝎为什么可以在铺天盖地的恶名谣传里，依旧活出自己风格的原因。某个角度来说，才思横溢的天蝎人，正是从别人不切实际的攻击诽谤里，看到了自己与众不同的价值。因为，没有人会化很大的心血很多的精力，对一个平庸无常的人做太多的关注。显然，天蝎是别具一格的。 我本善良，我本真实，这样的句子，用在天蝎身上是最恰当不过了。每只天蝎似乎从出生那天起，就注定要为自己的独特而历经许多风波。对于人性，天蝎从来看得比所有人透彻。可以说他们极端，但是，他们无法不真实地活出自己。也许，只有'曲高合寡'这四个字，才是孤独奇特的天蝎们最好的诠释。天蝎。星象书上说，诞生在深秋的蝎子是最复杂的。同意这句话。因为蝎子可以根据需要在具体环境把自己塑造成适合的角色，是个善于戴着面具生活的人。但内心本我的强大力量又让他们在某个时刻不由自主地显现出其蝎子冷酷阴郁的一面。几乎没有任何一个蝎子座的人可以逃避这点。因为，本质的东西，深植于骨髓，扎根于灵魂。这里，我希望通过自己的一点薄见，和大家一起认识这最复杂的蝎子。 情感强烈是蝎子座的人最普遍的特点。我至今没有发现感情因子欠乏的蝎子。他们有着异常炽热的感情，但大多藏得较深，平时看来是个比较和气的人，一般不爆发，爆发时绝对是喷涌而出的，有着强大的震慑力。能促使蝎子爆发深藏的感情的事情其实并不多。我总结了三种情况。一是欺骗，这种欺骗也许不是很大，也许发生在很好的朋友甚至亲友之间，也许只是一桩小事，但蝎子看来，重要的不是欺骗造成了什么损失，而是欺骗这种行为本身，他认为这是强烈的不信任感，是对他的不尊重。一个小小的欺骗在蝎子的心中会激荡起巨大的不快，天性阴冷的蝎子习惯将它放大来看，也可以说这种与他们处事风格准则背道而弛的行为是他们轻蔑并排斥的。用欺骗伤害蝎子产生的裂痕一般是不容易消除的。当事人在蝎子心中的地位可以说马上会大幅下降。经观察，没有哪个星座的人象蝎子这样如此深地看重信任和尊重这两个词，他们一般对此都很敏感。敏感得容下不在他许可的小小范围内出现一粒沙。越是亲密关系间的欺骗对蝎子的伤害就越大。因为他们对朋友往往交出真心，而这种付出偿来的若是欺骗和背叛的话，蝎子的心会冷到极点。二是侮辱。敏感的蝎子其实并不那么开得起玩笑，当然他们能敏锐地分辨出你话里的真实含义，善意的玩笑他们还是不会拒绝的。但带刺的话他们绝对能马上听出，他能感受到你语气中的真实的感情成分。很自我的蝎子绝对不容忍别人侮辱他贬低他。也许一件事情让他糟糕，让他吃亏很大，但如果需要的话他能压抑住自己的情绪，装作若无其事。惟独侮辱不可以，你可以感受到蝎子那一刻表情越发阴冷，牙关紧闭。那是他在积蕴力量，你能感受得到他强压怒火的眼神，开始起伏的胸膛，只需要一个小小突破口，巨大的能量就要喷薄而出。这个时候，了解他们的人还是赶紧收口吧，否则谁都不知道会发生什么可怕的事情。我自己就经历过多次这样的情景，从来都是是猛烈的瞬间爆发，不明白的人奇怪怎么突然发这么大脾气，其实真实情况是，他忍着气已经很久很久了，只是你硬逼他爆发的。三是为了他认为重要的人。蝎子是活得孤独的人，他们自己都会发现，自己和许多人是格格不入的，他满脸的笑容很多时候都不是发自内心的，只是为了场合的需要，真正谈得来并懂得他们的朋友一般很少很少。生命中他重视的人他一定会倾力保护，蝎子为了保护那个人时，显现出的感情是强大的。这个人最大的可能就是曾在蝎子需要时给过真正理解温暖关爱的人。哪怕是一点点。象会记恨一样，蝎子对那些对他真心好的人绝对是记在心上的，没有太多的表面的东西，关键的时候，真正肯为你牺牲的那个朋友，肯定是他。对他最爱的那个人而言，蝎子有可能的话甚至肯为她去死。如果他心中的那个她被别人伤害的话，蝎子会有剜心的痛，这个时候，他可能会暴露出最阴暗的一面，如果要把报复和蝎子联系起来的话，那么这种情况当属第一。蝎子这时候可能会在巨痛的驱使下，用最黑暗的力量为她去复仇去摧毁敌人。在我看来，蝎子最最强烈感情表现出来的时候，应该就是他为了保护她的时候。水象之王的蝎子外表看来往往不那么强硬，甚至有点软弱，这是很多人对他们的印象，但了解他们的内心的人就会发现，他们是讨厌被指使的人。可以说，蝎子是吃软不吃硬的，平等对他的话，他便是个性子很好的人，要是想压制他，蝎子内心马上会排斥，并且潜意识里他们是很厌恶习惯对他们指手画脚的人的。他们心中多数是不服，但不会明显表现出来，也许暂时地顺着对方，背后则默默积累力量，也许干脆用冷漠直接表示拒绝和厌恶。蝎子确实是喜欢掌控别人的人，但不象火象的狮子那种气焰上统领一切的感觉，蝎子能用一种独特的暗藏的力量影响人，因为他有着洞穿别人内心的敏锐力和坚定沉静的气质。如果蝎子具备一些火象性格的话，则会是个让人感觉非常凌厉的人，冷静的外表下说起话做起事来霸气十足。蝎子如果学着性格张扬一点的话，会马上显现出强大的领导力。蝎子对自己的爱人也有着强烈的掌控欲，只有当那个她只对他一个人好的时候，他才感觉安心，他希望她能常陪在他身边，希望她能经常依靠他，所以小鸟依人般的温柔甜蜜的女孩子最能激起蝎子爱的感觉。这就解释了为什么他和水象的鱼儿和巨蟹很和得来的原因。蝎子比较喜欢不带表情的说话做事，可以说，蝎子很难学会用表情表达他们丰富的内心世界，他们是不善于利用表情的人。蝎子本质是不爱笑的，尤其不习惯在一大堆人之间肆无忌惮地笑，蝎子习惯浅浅地一笑，让他们在众人面前表情夸张地保持10秒钟我相信是件困难的事情。他们确实常给人缺乏亲和力的印象，哪怕是他已经认识到了这点并试着去改变了，结果还是会发现，一不留神，他和人的距离感又莫名地产生了。可以说蝎子的笑保留着人类某种原始的东西，蝎子笑起来会带着丝羞涩，特别是在人多或异性面前。看起来非常孩子气，让人感觉纯真，显得乖巧。但蝎子多笑真的比较重要，蝎子笑起来纯朴真诚的样子可以很好地打消他们在别人心中不好的印象。蝎子可以多对着镜子练习练习。敏感的蝎子有时会莫名地收住笑容，这会给别人不好的印象，他们会纳闷并猜想你突然沉下脸的原因，很多时候，蝎子和人的隔阂就是这么产生的。在蝎子的生命中总有一种向往孤独的特质。他们即使在受不了凄寂的同时，又渴望得到只有在孤独时才能享受到的自我极致发挥和无丝毫保留的面对现实。所以，孤独的蝎子是矛盾的。　孤独中他们的心灵像眼睛，诚实敏锐得揉不进一粒尘沙。所以，孤独的蝎子更能洞悉谎言与人心。他们只有在孑然一身的时候，才有机会登上精神的高峰，望得远，看得清，障碍尽除，思维如月光染雪，剔透通明，理智与感情皆回归到最纯净的状态，能清楚的照亮自己。所以，孤独的蝎子睿智。当蝎子被身边的孤独包围的时候，他们的内心却是在释放。他们的身体和灵魂变成了过滤器，吸取着潮湿冰冷的空气，渗透出清澈甘甜的水滴，那就是他们的思想。思想无限流动，不受空间和时间的限制，抵达所有相通的灵魂。　　所以，当到达你的灵魂时，请你好好珍惜。当你看到陌生人面前孤僻而冷淡的蝎子时，请你见谅，因为即兴发挥不是蝎子的强项，蝎子一向预热很慢，感情需要很大的安全感才能活泼的施展。所以，当你想要了解那些外表形单影只，独来独往的蝎子时，请细心的感受他们内在活动的勃放如春。对于天蝎座的激情别人已经写得够多的了，以致再写就显得有点多余了。其实那些描述严格地来说，也不完全正确。天蝎座的人确实拥有过量的激情。但是这些热情不一定是用一种显而易见的方式来表达的。对于天蝎座的人来说，性是一种表达的途径，它是一种达到秩序的方法，而不仅仅是肉体上激情的释放。天蝎座对性和爱的渴望，通常与它们能提供的转变有关。他们喜欢把性与爱称作自己所喜欢的名字：一次神秘的经历、一次深层次的体会。性与爱让天蝎座向比他们自己更强大的事物投降。天蝎座的伴侣有一种巨大的容忍力，他们为了爱情和忠贞可以牺牲一切。他们甚至可以做出巨大的自我牺牲。在他们身上有一点狂热，这会渗透到他们与别人建立的关系中，并且影响他们的精神和态度

Very first day.

2010-12-02T23:41:00.000+08:00

came back from Taiwan, yep everything was gg on smoothly.
weather and also no earthquake and no tornado. god blessed us.

and so, very 1st day, woke up at 3am to get ready and also headed to airport around 4am.
no choice we gotta go earlier coz whole family was gg and none can drive and leave the car in airport.
and so we made it two rounds.
flight was around 750am i guess if not mistaken. departed and enjoyed the meals in the airplane.
actually everything is not very bad, although we were just travelling in economy class's seat.
movies and songs provided and quite latest the movies.
and definitely sleeping is a must in an airplane. xD
landed at Hong Kong International airport around 12something afternoon to transfer to other plane.

the gate for our flight.

this is so thoughtful, isn't?

stuffs that i brought along.

waited for 2 or 3 hours in the airport and did some window shopping.
we were all like getting so frus and we just sat there for 2 hours.
around 320pm we departed again to Tao Yuan International Airport
and finally around 5pm we reached Taipei.
and yes Aunty Siew Siew waited us in the airport and she will be our tourleader for the whole trip in Taiwan.

this is Aunty Siew siew.

Aunty siew siew is actually a very nice and kind person and she is also very resourceful.
she talked a lot about Taiwan's culture, politics, histories and also from the way she introduced Taiwan to us, we knew that she actually loves Taiwan alot.
okay, self introduction done and bus driver, Big brother Wang, very good too just i dislike when he ate the so-called 槟榔. very EWW coz your whole month will be reddish and very disgusting.
1st meal in an hotel i guess, not bad but some dishes very salty or maybe thats the diff with malaysian and taiwanese, they usually prefer foods are sweet and salty. xD

the small bus for our family.

afterthat, we headed to 士林夜市，which is one of the famous night market in Taipei.
ate fried oyster, oyster noodle, smelly beancurd, pearl milk tea, taiwan sausages, 大肠包小肠 and also not forget about the 炸鸡扒.
really great moment in the night market but actually not really much things there but just the foods keep repeating.
and afterthat i guess all of us went back to hotel and rest, really tiring after travelling for so long.
back to hotel and omg, the tv programs are all so attractive. watched for so long only shower.
got too much taiwan fdrama and also entertainment show. whoa really enjoyed the night with TV. lols

end story for the 1st day. =）

nowadays.

2010-12-01T12:53:00.000+08:00

People i am back to blogspot again.
i guess almost one month i never touch my blog.
many things happened, bad and good. but i guess i enjoy every single moment.
i am home from Taiwan last thursday, kinda tired afterall coz i had been walking for 7 days.
blogging mode is on and i guess this week will be a week full of activities. lol.
for your info, i will be working at PC expo selling external hardisk.
i gotta do some research on the products that we are gg to sell.
and i guess this is kinda tough, i have never experience this before.
will be updating blog very often start from now.
and i realized i havent post many many things that worth to note down. xD
lots of thought again. seems so old nowadays.
i gotta say after the trip to taiwan, i learned lots about life, experiences and manners perhaps.?
went to few places sorta temples, feel like so impressed.
gotta share them very soon.
stay tune. later guys.

Triple S 18th birthday!

2010-11-04T23:21:00.000+08:00

Lol sweet sexy and surprising party!

Finally legally 18! Lol

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:3

2010-11-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

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Precious & only one

2010-11-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

my stepfather and my beloved mommy.

my sister, Popo and Gong Gong.

my Ah Kim and Ah Foo

Ah Yan

the whole family. =)

this is the one who brings me up. Precious Grandma

my Mama, Ah Tieow, Cody.

Eugene, Elven, Siao Ku, Ah Tieow.

my Chek Chek middle one with black jacket!

*no dad's pic. sorry. =)

i am having a blissful family.

and i know they love and care about me.

care and love given by them always make me feel so warm.

and as i grow bigger and bigger, i realized they are actually very important for me.

family, having a strong bond together.

living happily, creating laughters and sharing problems and happiness.

well, my family is really diff.

i might be playful or being irresponsible toward my actions.

and i know i make all of you worry of me.

thanks family, i learn many things, still keep on learning.

i do love my family alot.

i see them as important as my darling.

經常笑, 但不經常開心的人.

2010-10-30T22:16:00.003+08:00

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，没有烦恼，像个小孩，

好多人都会羡慕他们，但其实不是这样的..

他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，

更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，

他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴..

他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑著去面对，

但事实上他们长著世界上最脆弱的心灵，

只是长期的偽装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤..

他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活著，

期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。

即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，

他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。

因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；

把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多..

他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流著泪，

后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢著灿烂的笑容。

有人说她们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，

在面对太阳的时候永远是明艷的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，

那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。

他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活著，

很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，

不得不面对从未想过的争夺和復杂，恐慌、不知所措..

只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪..

因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌..

但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住..

哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的..

他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，

总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗著笑..

而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，

他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大..

他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，

肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解..

所以，请别记恨她们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久..

他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑她也会一辈子记得你的好，

因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑，

请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！

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wondering, am i behaving like this?

still, i am not sure about myself. =)

i am always happy-go-lucky.

生活要注意的常识

2010-10-30T15:29:00.004+08:00

1、常吃宵夜。会得胃癌。因为胃得不到休息

2、一个星期只能吃四颗蛋。吃太多。对身体不好

3、鸡屁股含有致癌物，不要吃较好

4、若饭前吃水果, 应该在饭前1小时吃水果。若饭后吃水果, 应该在饭后半小时吃水果。

5、女生月经来时。不要喝绿茶。反正茶类不要喝就对了。多吃可以补血的东西

6、喝豆浆时不要加鸡蛋及糖。也不要喝太多

7、空腹时不要吃蕃茄，最好饭后吃

8、早上醒来。先喝一杯水。预防结石

9、睡前三小时不要吃东西。会胖

10、少喝奶茶。因为高热量。高油。没有营养价值可言。长期饮用。易罹患高血压。糖尿玻等疾病

11、刚出炉的面包不宜马上食用

12、远离充电座。人体应远离30公分以上。切忌放在床边

13、天天喝水八大杯

14、每天十杯水。膀胱癌不会来

15、白天多喝水。晚上少喝水

16、一天不要喝两杯以上的咖啡。喝太多易导致失眠，胃痛

17、多油脂的食物少吃。因为得花5~7小时去消化，并使脑中血液集中到肠胃。易昏昏欲睡

18、下午五点后。大餐少少吃，因为五点后身体不需那么多能量

19、10种吃了会快乐的食物：深海鱼，香蕉，葡萄柚，全麦面包，菠菜，大蒜，南瓜，低脂牛奶，鸡肉，樱桃

20、睡眠不足会变笨，一天须八小时睡眠，有午睡习惯较不会老

21、最佳睡眠时间是在晚上10点~清晨6点

22、每天喝酒不要超过一杯，因为酒精会抑制制造抗体的B细胞，增加细菌感染的机会

23、服用胶囊应以冷水吞服(可以第一个吃)，睡前30分先服药。忌立即躺下

24、酸梅具防止老化作用，青春永驻；肝火有毛病者宜多食用

25、掉发因素：熬夜，压力，烟酒，香鸡排。麻辣锅。油腻食物。调味过重的料理

26、帮助头发生长：多食用包心菜，蛋。豆类；少吃甜食(尤其是果糖)

27、每天一杯柠檬汁，柳橙汁。不但可以美白还可以淡化黑斑

28、苹果是机车族、瘾君子、家庭主妇的常备良药，一天一颗，才能让自己有个干干净净的肺

29、抽烟又吃维他命(B胡萝卜素-A维他命的一种)，会致癌，尽早戒烟。才是最健康的做法

30、女性不宜喝茶的五个时期：月经来时，孕妇，临产前。生产完后，更年期

31、抽烟，关系最大的是肺癌，唇癌，舌癌，喉癌，食道癌，也与膀胱癌有关

32、饮酒导致肝硬化。引发肝癌

33、吃槟榔会导致口腔纤维化，口腔癌

34、食物过于精细，缺乏纤维；含大量脂肪，尤其是胆固醇会引发胃癌

35、食物过于粗糙，营养不足时导致食道癌，胃癌

36、食品中的黄曲毒素。亚硝酸类物皆具有致癌性

37、不抽烟。拒吸二手烟

38、适量饮酒，不拚久。不醉酒

39、减少食用盐腌。烟熏，烧烤的食物

40、每天摄取新鲜的蔬菜与水果

41、每天摄取富含高纤维的五谷类及豆类

42、每天摄取均衡的饮食，不过量

43、维持理想体重。不过胖

44、保持规律的生活与运动

45、保持轻松愉快的心情

46、正确饮食习惯：早上吃的像皇帝，中午吃的像平民，晚上吃的像乞丐

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What my heart feels.

2010-10-27T18:48:00.001+08:00

Lol I like this coz I wanna be slim! XD

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Take it easy.

2010-10-24T00:14:00.001+08:00

Study smart!
Play hard!
That's life.
No point making ourselves tension.
When the timing is right, I'll do it.
Just I am still wanting more time to enjoy.
Will always remember about my aims.
But for now, enjoy first! ;)

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SWEETHEART!!!!

2010-10-22T01:14:00.000+08:00

for my sweetheart <3

I promise you i will make you smile when you are down. =)

those days we used to laugh and play crazily in the mall.

I love you. mwahs. LOL

A - DI - DAS

2010-10-22T01:05:00.000+08:00

* for JUNE! as a fans of Yanzi. =)

keanjalan.

2010-10-22T00:43:00.000+08:00

it is all about sensitivity. sometimes i admit that ppl will be sensitive in certain things.
i guess, sometimes i dont really know wad other ppl think.
and i dont know why i dont know.
somehow i just feel that i tend to ignore the sensitivity that i have. xD
why there will be always some walls between each others.
and i dont know why dont sit down and try to solve the probs?
i dont think that keep in the heart will be better, probs remained and hatred increased.
things getting diff and diff.
i just couldnt say it out by alphabets, not good in expressing using alphabets.
i dont hope to know more or listen more or care more.
i wanna be care free, low elasticity and happy go lucky as well. =9
no worries no worries.
oh ya. congratulations oh celebrations.. xD
finally my mom found a new dad for me.
and i wish tat they can be happily ever after.
mom, dont let me worry about your new status.
make sure evrything will be okay. i am always your consultant. xD

flashed back.

2010-10-14T23:04:00.000+08:00

flashing back those memorable rovers' actitvities. so much we had done. xD
learned lots of things, experienced alot, give and take a lot as well.
commucation skills, analising and intepreting probs, conduct a meeting, plans and also co-operation given..
pics above taken during rovers camp, 2nd day. lol.

next will be service day.. =)

some events i dont have pics. will update when i saved those pics.. =D

2010-10-13T23:13:00.001+08:00

A place, some places. Which makes feel better.
An activities, some activities, which makes feel comfortable.
Long way to go, much things to overcome.
Accept what had been told, change on behalf to be a better one.
It's hurt but really benefits. Knowing that no perfect ten.
Try the best. Holding on. Will make it through.
Feel like moving on in transparent.

Could really sing as loud as I can. As much as I could.
Best way to ignore feelings.

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2010-10-11T14:34:00.000+08:00

Just like the pic! I hate Monday.
For no reason, for nothing.
I just simply dislike today.
Dont know what to say.
And I don't feel like going anywhere anymore.
Family started to scold for often outing.
I guess it's time to be a good girl .
Simply ignore myself today. Btw I am feeling So diff today.
Lil bit diff lil bit changes lil bit down.
Telling myself, don't bother, don't busybody.
Will be okay, time will pass.

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Thoughts

2010-10-09T00:22:00.001+08:00

Thinking of this.
What's the meaning?
Hmm. Let's figure it out!

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Yawn

2010-10-04T23:49:00.001+08:00

Am tired! Really tired!
Later guys. Nights.

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Home

2010-10-02T23:39:00.000+08:00

Unspoken sadness again. Fuhhhhh.
Home again.
A home which I gotta obey everything.
A home which don't have lots of freedom.
A home which I don't know why having a 1030-must-reach-home's rule.
A home, this is so-called home.
I changed, i know.
Need not mention. I know, I am just too much activities.
You should know, diff stage of life, diff living style. And so this is the living style of mine now.
I am sorry that I have not much time at home.
I am sorry I was too busy before that. I know I am always calling home for extended time to reach home. And so I become not trustworthy.
I just need.. A lil bit more freedom.

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我们的故事

2010-10-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

我们一块儿谈笑风生，
我们一块儿聊起过去，
我们一块儿庆祝生日，
我们一块儿制造惊喜，
那时的我们仿佛回到高中时期！
真的当大家都聚在一起，
总有说不完，分享不完的事情，
见面时，喜悦、开心、怀念之情全都有！
朋友啊朋友，我真的爱你们。
一直都爱喔！

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Lessons

2010-09-25T22:58:00.000+08:00

It's time to think.

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...

2010-09-23T00:44:00.001+08:00

Suddenly I realized, many things that I should know earlier ago. I am a failure in something, and I don't know what to do.
I am just feeling like, a fool that doesn't know everything. I have eyes, but I can't see it clear or figure it out. I have sense, but j can't sense any of them. I have heart but I don't know what am doing. I somehow feel Like I am stupid, unaware with things around me.
I dislike myself today, I dislike myself for being so cruel to
Friends.

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: D

2010-09-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

Tiring but yet it was so fun having lots of things to do.
I don't know I will be enjoying my life pretty well even though I am busy recently.

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Short and brief!

2010-09-05T15:28:00.000+08:00

hey peeps.. how ya doin?
okay. back here and settled few things.. LOL
feeling so free leh, but i am gg to set myself free so soon.. XD
okay okay, done things about service day and also economic club.
next is campfire emcee script and also perabot things which make me so big head!
and also next will be tonnes of math's questions, and also test coming up!
wuhoooo.. yet, when u completed ur things one by one, that kind of satisfaction, can't describe. Btw, I am doing well here. And thanks for everything single lil things that all of you taught and gave me.
I will be back soon! Hahaha!
Mom is coming home this Sunday, kinda nervous but then I just worried about time management. You know, I just can't decide everything yet as mom is coming home with no routine. All will be spontaneous!
Ma eyes getting smaller and smaller, later guys. Night people!

Deanilicious

2010-09-04T02:11:00.000+08:00

Oh oh oh. Speechless!
Hey you come back to me as soon as possible okay?
The me. Come back come back!
I don't want a strange one with me. Lol

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Frustration

2010-08-29T01:26:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I just don't like home!
Sometimes it is not a home.
Sometimes I am just like a prisoner.
So what's the point staying at home?
I just somehow hate home!
Just a home ain't like a home.
I am fedup, I Just wanna run away. Away to a place nowhere.
I can set my mind empty and find a lil peace.
Can I run away without thinking the consequences?
I hate the thing that I owned recently, it is limiting my freedom. :0

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无声

2010-08-28T01:27:00.001+08:00

真的不在乎了吗？
所谓的友谊永固存在吗？
我深信它还在不过还待证实。
你们还好吗？我从未忘记你们。
虽然各奔东西，
不过回忆依然清晰。
我怀念的，会回来吗？
我不难过，是真的吗？
好想回到原点，一起走过。

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Pride

2010-08-26T01:32:00.001+08:00

Another project over! Lol had our service day's project yesterday. Before I was still thinking that can we manage to this or not? But the success of the service day had proved everything. It wad really a great relief for all the highpost and committees.
And finally we had done it by earning total of the amount RM 300++. Btw we estimated that we will be earning rm240 only. I am so happy once our collected donation exceeded rm240.
After car wash, everyone was busy keeping their own stuffs. And also they were all so helpful and being so hardworking, washed one car followed by another one. And after that of coz we gotta send our goods we bought to the old folks home.
It wad such a great experience doing charities, we went to 2 old folks home and after that headed to Penang free school for our lunch.
Really starving by that time, no water no foods. Then we took lots of picture during the service day and also our lunch together! Great experience! Never ever forget that we had done this! Hahaha
And lastly, I hope that we will be continue doing things like this. Really enjoyed alot and also our hardwork was paid off too! Hope that we can help those in need. Later guys, gotta go now !

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God bless.

2010-08-17T23:26:00.001+08:00

Wondering wondering everything will going smoothly or not! God bless us okay? Now I am asking you a favor, can you promise me that you are gg to accompany us and make our service day another success in our activities. I know I might not do things well. And I don't know what am I gg to do next!

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Over!

2010-08-14T00:22:00.001+08:00

Haha glad to say that exam was over for a day! And still having no time to update blog!
Feeling like so tired everyday! Rushing to this meeting that meeting. but still I enjoy the busy days that u had pass few weeks!
At the same time I get the chance to lose weight by skipping lunch, but I got to say I am not doing it purposely or what, just I get home everyday and feeling lazy to chew the foods! XD
I have lots of upcoming events, hectic life again. But trying to neutralize everything and also finding ways for a better solutions.
Somehow I feel that I am not that down as before, maybe I have grown up a lil bit mentally or maybe I knew the reality of the world. Who knows? Lol
1st exam after 8 months away from SPM, really feeling weird when I entered the exam hall. Everything is just so imaginary. Virtual, lil unreal but still manage to overcome the stupid feelings and did all the papers.
Doesn't matter that how bad or how good I score, there is nothing to be sad or proud of, this is just the beginning of the challenges, we still have a long way to go! I believe we will do better in the next exam if if if we can overcome the laziness.
Really feel so free now, birds flying all over the sky, shit all over the places and no ppl cares . That's the freedom of birds.
Having a lil bit more frens, from diff school diff places diff races diff faces and diff classes. Great experience right? Lol btw I gotta say many of other school students not really like to be fren with cdkians! I have no feeling as I know how cdkians act like. Hahaha.
Went back to school ytd, feeling so nice so frenly so warm so close still memories so fresh in my mind, no matter where we went, all memories came across like a movie player. How sweet it is if i am still in high school?

D;

2010-07-31T23:02:00.000+08:00

back again.. back again..
now chatting with mom, sharing everything with her..
and sad case was my hp is not functioning well..
i was like.. ahh, i got to wait for another phone to come then only i can text ppl.. ;O
and also today was our orientation for lower sixers.
and i have no comment.. and no idea and speechless..
not well-organized, and also.. totally messed up everything.
and fine, we got home early and we just ignored.
and also.. recently i am trying to escape from where i used to be..
i am just simply too pro in planning escape and also what related to escape...
and i guess, i am always afraid of things tat i couldn't make decision and also what i cant face.
ppl who dont know me, feel tat i am irresponsible or wad.
but this is how i used to be. i will face it one day when i have the courage to do so..
but not by forcing me to do, i need time..
and also, i am not interested in snatching things that i dont belong to me..
i somehow feel that, i am not good in snatching but better in entertaining ppl.
recently i am tired of everything and anything..
just want a lil of my own space to let me shout or either sing..
ahhhhhh... KILL ME PLS!

Mom

2010-07-22T23:55:00.001+08:00

I love you, Ma!

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Importance of Socialism

2010-07-21T22:31:00.001+08:00

All about the title..
New things for me to learn, I guess it might be a tough task for me.
I guess with this technique I may be able to achieve lots of goals in my life.
But seriously I don't like to learn this, doesn't matter important or not.
Without socialism, can u make it? O.o

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Rovers' Camp

2010-07-20T23:03:00.017+08:00

this is me, very tan and also got sunburn after rover's camp..
kinda tough, stressful and also lots of rumors..
ignored and i had made it.

our campsite = two-days-home.
we made everything together, feeling proud although we didnt get any prize for the gadgets.

i didnt capture lots of pic in camp as i was quite busy with the gadgets.. xD

around 830pm, campfire lighting.. by teachers and ASM and also seniors.
was singing campfire burning. LOL sorta funny.
i guess i have no pics about camp edi.. =)
tats alll..

[ :

2010-07-12T23:49:00.001+08:00

Wuhoooo training camp coming.
Should be learning how to relax and ignore certain things.
Not necessary everything we need to care. Somehow I m tired about asking this and that.
If things needed me to do, I m always ready lending a helping hand.
Am sorry if you don't need, still I play my role, standing by.
If really want to be competitive, am not giving away chances or give up. What we have are all about profession!
God knows what to do.

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2010-07-08T23:10:00.001+08:00

Had been a great time will all my classmates. And I knew that we will get closer to each other just like good friend. And I tried not to be too care about my silly feelings. Anyway, I enjoy schooling when there is a sunny day but not rainy day!
Yesterday went to school as our advisor wanted to teach us something about setting up the fire and also simple techniques about cooking. Glad that I found back the feeling being an active one.

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••• nothing but something

2010-07-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

New week started!
Be discipline and also neat and tidy!
I hope that wensday will be a public holiday!!
Everyone, goodluck ya.
Next post will be about school life! XD

Just something to share with.
Hope you people like it!

Later guys • xoxo

; ) I am in the pic!

2010-06-30T22:46:00.001+08:00

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Thought .

2010-06-28T00:08:00.001+08:00

Peaceful. Be patient, be observant. The world will change to a better one. Bff, be tolerant. Give and accept this are what we need to do. None of us are perfect, a lil prob will strengthen our friendship. Just try to sit and solve the problems, impossible is nothing. So, I believe we can make it to a longer future of friendship.

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after holidays.

2010-06-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

talk something about school life..

i guess few weeks i havent update anything about school life.

kay, i am offically an arts student in MBS.

well, appealed and got the approval to stay in arts stream.

congratulations to me. ;)

and i got into my class which having the combination of Pengajian Perniagaan and Math S.

and just oni 14 of us in this class with a fan a light and chairs.

consider as a very very small classroom. and also feel that frens in the my new class are very friendly.

and our class has Peng hwa's, Heng ee's, MGS's, Chungling's, Union's and Cdk's ex students..

and of coz we have 2 indians in our class, we mix well all around.. =)

and class going on smoothly, i guess, everything is starting and i gotta get myself into the study mood and learning mood.

although throughout the 1 and the half years, we will be just learning 5 subjects, i guess it will always be a tough task for me buck up myself in studies..

hope that i can enjoy and trying hard to adapt in a very new environment..

god bless. god bless.. =)

Good old times

2010-06-21T23:01:00.001+08:00

Wondering .. When the volleyball team will be form again and have fun together with those repeated style DIG • SET • SPIKE ..
How much I miss my volleyball teammates and coach. Those days, no matter how bad we are in our skills but we dare to fight, to play as well. Trying to be perfect not to make coach dissapointed, and coach gave us the biggest support to us. The confidence of coach spoken out we will win dalat.
He got dissapointment and silence.
This still remain strongly in my heart. Anyone has the same feeling with me? Sometimes, volleyball is like a strength that pull us all together. Playing with bets, ice tea and also coco drink. Although involved money, that kind of wanna-win-the-bets feeling strengthen us.
No more for noww and forever. I left 5th form, and now I knew everything will be just memoriess.

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2010-06-20T23:12:00.001+08:00

我想流浪
来个流浪的地图 :)

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Kawanku. Soulmate

2010-06-07T02:12:00.000+08:00

You are always on my mind :)
Never can say goodbye to you.
The sweetest memory we created!
I believe we are always here for each other.

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a little thought.

2010-05-26T21:36:00.000+08:00

sometimes, i am quite confused what does friendship means?
and what are the quality being a good friend?
and what should a good friend does?
sometimes, friends are not just friends. surely they have some problems between each other.
and what we can do to make the friendshipssssss become perfect? NONE!
and it is so hard to find a real best friend.
some friends they just set you up and get what they want and then say bye to you.
and some just talk bad about you and end up being friendly to you.
and even some, they need you just because to explore a wider network of friends.
now, how many friends we actually can talk heart to heart?
and why people must be so complicated? and why they must to do this to other people?
friends are the best companion for us.
but yet, doubting about the loyalty of friends might be a big problem for everyone.
i believe in my friends.
Ignore it and be quiet, everything will not be fine.
voice out everything will be complicated.
what should a human being decide to do? *questions*

NS rocks!

2010-05-23T15:40:00.000+08:00

here to share some moments in NS again.
if i would got a chance to go back to KEM TASOH, i will be saying YES but not crying.
sometimes, i feel that when i cried when i received the letter, i was so dumb.
i never expect that i will miss my kem that much just like now!
i have lots of memories there. some just cant describe.
i really enjoy the days in NS, for sure. i learned alot of things.
learning to be more tolerate with each other. be more patriotic.
i love those songs that played during everyday in kem.
and also, playing volleyball with diff races. =)
in kem, there was always full with activities..
and also, with frens there, playing around. so fun!
I LOVE NS!

怀旧

2010-05-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

我怀念我们的一切
我想回到我们的过去
我想念以前的我们
那肆无忌惮的日子
那谁都不怕的时光
还能重来吗？
还会有在一起的日子吗？

Somehow, be grateful that the pase we created together.
Without all of you, I wouldn't grow up that much.
Just a simple thank you from me.
Hope everyone will be doing well in one's studies!
Gatherings, hope that one will not lost contact with one.
All the best. Still the same, take care friends and buddies.
We will get there.

empty. :O

2010-05-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

raining right now. wad is my feeling right now?
sometimes, i was like i open my blog and yet i suddenly dont have an idea to blog. =P
but its ok. i dont mind coz tthere will always be thoughts come across.
and so today is the same case. =.=
well, 2ml onwards, i guess alot of ppl will gg to study again. xspecially those form 6 and tar college. and some may be waiting for the UPU enrol. hmm.
guys, lets enjoy our school life again.
no doubt everything will be very tough for those who born in year 1992.
study hard, play hard. peeps. =)
2ml will be the 2nd week of MBS-ians of lower 6's orientation..
so enjoy enjoy and enjoy..

2010-05-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

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SURPRISE!! XD

2010-05-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROGGIE!!!!

still, have lots of things to say.

but of course, not in my blog.

have a special letter for you.

i hope that i do enjoy this birthday.

and i guess u aint happy for the passed party.

throw u a better party next time. =)

i know u always want me to say that u are pretty.

i am saying this from my heart.

you are not ugly, but still a gap way to very pretty.

love you always ok?

no matter u in tarc or where. BFF.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

1st day of school after 3 months break!

2010-05-10T20:08:00.000+08:00

WOOOOO. here again!
uhh, 1st day to school, a new school. MBS.
neway, all CDK-ians got to show up today in MBS.
no matter if u wanna transfer to other school or no not.
so sat whole morning in dewan kuliah and listened alot of speeches given by the school.
and we were like, ahhh cepat ckit laaa. dah mengantuk..
and fooled around, playing with handphones and camera. took pics.
just not like wad we should do in school. =)
anyway, i am glad to meet back all those old friends.
feeling good. lol.
and then i am changing to arts stream, taking perniagaan and also math S.
so tats all for now i guess..
if i have thoughts later, will be update again. heee :)

2010-05-05T01:51:00.000+08:00

Just for my special one

2010-05-01T01:58:00.001+08:00

For my BFFs! you deserve my love to you. ;D x larat nak list down semua BFFs I kat sini.

空

2010-04-26T02:58:00.000+08:00

安静中的吵杂声难以入睡
一切和平是我追随
简单是美，复杂是艳。

wishes from me.

2010-04-25T13:38:00.000+08:00

hmm, i am back to my very own blog and lots of thoughts.
i dont know if i am able to express it through words.
recently i am just like dont know who i am. i would want to cry out so loud for nothing.
and i dont know why i am feeling sad for no reason.
or just i have the reasons but i dont know how to tell? dont really know.
ok, very soon everyone will be in form6 or even colleges or university.
i just dont know wad will happen next. will it be friendship forever? or hi hi bye bye friends become more and more?
ohh, just felt pissed off when i think of this. anyway everyone should prepare for everything now. =)
congrats to those who got JPA or MARA scholarship, so best!
of coz i am not applying for anything even matrix. LOL
somehow i feel like i dont deserve the scholarship, should have given to those who are really smart.
so good luck to everyone. =)

Wishes

2010-04-19T01:22:00.000+08:00

There are always wishes that unspoken in my heart. I am too shy to say it out. Happy belated birthday friend.

My dream

2010-04-17T00:44:00.000+08:00

I was once a Leo idol contestant! It took me alot of courage to sing in front of people. And now I just want to sing because this is my favourite! Deep in my heart I am still dreaming to be a singer. Hold and breathe. This will be a blog full of my voice! Lol

Just..

2010-04-14T23:22:00.000+08:00

or just ourselves too sensitive.
i hope still keep in touch, and not forgetting once we got so close to each other. =)
still, i need to say i appreciate u as my fren.

Quote.

2010-04-14T13:56:00.001+08:00

Random from itouch

2010-04-11T01:34:00.000+08:00

PRESENT?!

2010-04-10T22:12:00.000+08:00

the late birthday present from -w3n-.
although it was quite a long time since my last birthday.
but anyway, thanks for the present. never knew tat i have a belated present havent received.
dont know wad i can say somemore coz everything was so suddenly. >.<
by the way, i love the present. thanks and thanks!
and also the birthday girl. JP.
hope u enjoy this year's birthday, although nothing special. just a meal and a movie we can accompany you!
hope u happy always and BFF. =)
i love u and -w3n-. always and forever.
friendship never ends.
with love,
DEAN =D

TRIP to SG!

2010-04-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

somehow i still feel like i am still in SG travelling.
hard to get back to the reality world! xD
really life there fast and rush!
i had the best trip ever with my best friends.
i cant really describe how excited i was b4 the trip.
i was counting down, and some shout out in FB.
really, the last day, tears dropped.
i think all of us just cant accept that we are gg to leave Aunty mon, my mom and Aunty Lanie so soon.
i can see everyone's tears. we are all sort of sendimental.
just dont know why the day b4 we got back to penang, all of us cried.
thanks for everything in SG.
the foods, the treats, the laughter, the forgiveness, everything!
we really had fun in SG.

BYE!

2010-03-31T06:31:00.001+08:00

Whatever who u are, i just wanna say that
I AM LEAVING TO SINGAPORE SO SO SO SOON!
15mins later, I AM GG TO AIRPORT!
take care people!, will be back on next tuesday!
miss me or love me, no matter who u are, be happy and enjoy ur life ok?
with love, DEAN.
=)

CHANGES!

2010-03-29T01:22:00.001+08:00

Simple yet IMPORTANT!

2010-03-29T00:57:00.001+08:00

LOL, here i am again! thinking wad to blog about today since i am quite happy and have the mood to blog!
XD, 1stly, in pc i dont have pics of PLKN so probably i will not blog about PLKN's frens in this post!
so lets talk about life nowadays, seems so old right?
so nowadays my life always have the same routine. SLEEP EAT ONLINE GO AND VISIT momo.
so i get used to it edi, and something to grumble was weather out there always so hot until it can burns skin!!
story today is about owner of this blog is gg to singapore very very soon!!
sometimes miss my school life so much. although everyone still busy with their school works but then we still get to gather together in the canteen, gossip and discuss things!

no longer this building, change to a better one of coz!
part of my school! sometimes kinda memories flash back when i view back my school time pics : C
i love form 4 the most! dont know why, maybe honeymoon year? but then i guess, i gained many things in s2, never think that s2 will be that happy and fun =)

this this this, the biggest project for all 4s2 students! this was one of the event for our food fair. =)

great job we had done and of coz the most earning class. RM3750 we had earned!

happy with everything we had done but of coz still have problems but just forget about it!

and of coz not forgettin the four of us, FROG ME YII FAYE. always fool around, sleep during sejarah lessons =) but it was fun whenever 4 of us together!

and of coz not forgetting the famous threee! LOL. without them my life will not be full of happiness. 3 of them, is JP, Hsiu Wen and Kah Yain. just cant describe how dunny and how they love to do weird things. thanks! i am glad to meet all of you!

and also.. GROUP DISCUSSION and it seems serious!

all of them! see, they are all that always in my heart! no more discussion on the 3rd floor.
sometimes, everything just like a dream, i always feel that everything is still so familar. the feeling is so strong.
I WANNA GROW OLD WITH U ALL.>.<

update soon. : D

Ma Charlie Angels!

2010-03-26T12:31:00.000+08:00

hahaha, Beloved Yee Sun is complaining always NAD, so so so here is a post for my charlie angels!
charlie angels, have 4 of us. Me, SUN, OOHJII, WEI.
and so 4 of us are really close i think.
Sun, the girl that 1st ask me abt myself. the style she walked to the plug and charge her phone, cant forget!
and also, she asked 'hey, what is your name? where are u come from?' LOL
she is such a frenly girl, and of coz we had become fren since the very 1st day.

the 2nd day, she invited me to wash clothes together, but i told her i dont really know how to wash my own clothes but she didnt say anything, but taught me how to wash and also share her washing powder with me. i am so touched that i can get to know a girl like diz. she is somehow so funny, cute, careless, naive! i am really glad and lucky to know her. Sun, although u always splash water and kena my leg but still i appreciate u xD

ok, the next one is OOHJII TENG, i know her abit late i think after a week then we get closer.
wad to describe her, she is extremely funny. u see her outlook u will feel like, she is very mature, but actually she is not as wad we think. she is childish, and coward and also scare to be the last girl who do everything. LOL. we always stick together and lend each other money to buy soft drinks. and then same like me, she dont know everything when she 1st came to the camp. still remember the days we sat together and plan how to escape from the camp. and at last everyone cried like hell at the very last day. silly la us! and then she really good looking but still keep saying herself very ugly and etc. the most irritating moment was when sun and oohjii's conversation, keep saying each other pretty and criticize themselves ugly, so so so @.@!
she really cares abt her frens, she never want to let her frens to be alone. thats wad she is and she used to be!
i really care abt u thats why i dont want any misunderstood between us. i love u always. xD

the next one is JING WEI, someone who i really gonna salute to her. she is so so so so kind. and i really appreciate every morning she wakes me up. and she taught me to iron my own shirt and polish shoes and many many more. i m here to say sorry that i always wanted her to wait me and go and bathe together. i used to be the last one to wake up and also tidy my bed! hahaha. sorry la jing wei. never forget our lovely alarm clock, got frog sound and roaster sound, so cute. and then also helping us dobi dobi. haha so best! love to do dobi coz dapat lihat perpaduan antara org cina. WHOA, she is the only one who same class with me! intergrasi class, never forget we had done so many presentation in the class and always said u had da bian lian!hahahah. so so so funny. thanks for doing anything for us! thanks that everyday every morning, DEAN WAKE UP WAKE UP! i missed that moment so so much.

so these are member of charlie angels. i truly love u all. sometimes, i will make u all angry coz that i always run here and there u all cant find me! sorry sorry xD btw, all the memories that you all gave me, i will always remember and keep it in my heart. no one could ever replace u all. once we are frens we are always friends. really so so so touched and glad to know u all. if we all are nt chosen to go for PLKN we wont have the chances to meet each other. i hope that we all are always frens till the end of our life!

BFF. : D

2010-03-22T10:27:00.000+08:00

reallly have lots of things to write about PLKN
really have alot of things and people that i would want them to stay in my blog article!
firstly is my beloved Siti Nadirah Bt Ahmad!

she is my CB class (character building)'s classmate.
know her in our dewan makan when all of us got to involve in singing lagu Satu Malaysia.
afterthat met again in CB class and got into the same small group.
and i know wad is her name NADIRAH!
and then she used to be my best buddy in the rest of my life! *wink*
we really did alot of things together. chit chat non stop every sunday in the camp. landing and picnic.
chat about islam, i asked alot of questions but she still willing to answer me one by one patiently.
i used to run to her dorm and open the door and ask for NAD.
diff company diff dorm but yet still can become best buddy! FATED.. ^^
i really miss the time together with her, and non stop making her feel shy.
wad i feel the best moment in camp was every moment we mix around! it was so fun.
we cry together, laugh together, making each other shy, kacau each other.
those were the moment that i think i will never have it again.
she is a kind, polite, cute, pretty (for me), funny, sometimes JAHAT person.
no PLKN, no NAD. so i appreciate that government had chosen me to be one of the participant.
things that we did it together, and wad you did it to me, i will always keep it in my heart. always and forever.
i will never forget that i got to know a nice person like Nad in Kem Tasoh.
no matter how, i wish that i could always keep in touch with u. no matter where we are in the future.
u ni budak yg selalu cantik dalam hatiku, saya x akan lupa.
perkara2 yg kami dua selalu wat, i akan selalu ingat dalam hati.
maafkan saya jika saya dah buat apapa salah.
semoga persahabatan kita akan kekal lama. x ada nad, i x kan taw byk tentang islam.
terima kasih atas segala memories yg you bagi kat i, you yg i selalu hargai. xD

.. about me?

2010-03-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

okok, finally everything settled, left the registration form havent prepare and havent done yet!
so afterall i am quite free and i think i am not gg to change my decision to study accounting.
i am gg to blog about NS aka PLKN aka PROGRAM LATIHAN KHIDMAT NEGARA!
so, i found that PLKN was a good program as we can learn alot of things there. BEST PUNYA.
at 1st, i really feel that i am so unlucky that i got chosen to go PLKN, i cried so hard and i just dont want to go.
i pray for everything that can make me skip this NS, i felt like we girls are not suppose to join this program, it was kinda stupid!
cried so hard, really hard that i almost feel that my family was so cruel that they wanted to send me in, but actually they were helping me how to skip this NS, but no choice i am too healthy and i cant give any excuses to skip this NS.
and so i had accepted the fact that i really need to attend this NS, it was kinda sad to leave ur hometown, ur frens and family and everything in penang.
but i really dont know that i will miss the camp so much until i cried that i duwan to leave there.
it is kinda funny bcoz at 1st i cried coz i duwan to come to the camp but last day i cried again bcoz i miss the camp!
i learned alot alot of things there, got alot of experiences.
holding m16, with bullets. visiting GUA KELAM, SNAKE FARM, done those khidmat komuniti. GOD, really have alot alot of it. will post in other post next time! all of the sudden, i miss KEM TASOH again!
so guys who had chosen to kem tasoh, just dont worry, everything is good. the best kem ever!

Best upon Best!

2010-03-15T14:16:00.002+08:00

=D Ode's?

Confusing.

FINISHED!

Coming home

LOVELY ADVICE

REANDOM!

Lol

...

Expectation & disappointment

T.T

Both

..

Betterment.

Question?

0.0

YEAH

：)

DEANAD

2010 summary

Silently kills the past.

JANE LEE!

去年，现在

Nothing but something.

纳闷

说

天蝎座

Very first day.

nowadays.

Triple S 18th birthday!

:3

Precious & only one

經常笑, 但不經常開心的人.

生活要注意的常识

What my heart feels.

Take it easy.

SWEETHEART!!!!

A - DI - DAS

keanjalan.

flashed back.

Thoughts

*Yawn*

Home

我们的故事

Lessons

...

: D

Short and brief!

Deanilicious

Frustration

无声

Pride

God bless.

Over!

D;

Mom

Importance of Socialism

Rovers' Camp

[ :

••• nothing but something

; ) I am in the pic!

Thought .

after holidays.

Good old times

Kawanku. Soulmate

a little thought.

NS rocks!

怀旧

empty. :O

SURPRISE!! XD

1st day of school after 3 months break!

Just for my special one

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wishes from me.

Wishes

My dream

Just..

Quote.

Random from itouch

PRESENT?!

TRIP to SG!

Yawn